The night lights up in the night and the citylights guides my soul to sanity, the blinking of the streetlamps and drizzling rain from the heavens keeps my breathe short, as I stare away at your shadows and your silhouette image into the darkness ive accept the fact that im with you and youre with me.
Youve unraped my soul, unravaged my mind, the calmness of your voice cant be forgotten,
Youve uncourted my heart, my last song serenade to you, will always be the last song to the lingering insanity ive always been.
Forget me not until your heart come back
It is the same reason why I lived and why my soul perish into the night,
Every night I am caged by your memory, the chains of rememberance will always be my thorn of resemblance, I can never sleep gently into the night while I seize you in my arms and kiss you in my dreams,
Those eyes that mesmerize me, those kisses that never forsake me, it makes my myself hurt even more, the pain that im feeling, the anguish that separates us, ive turn my heart into steel, ive made myself cold and even colder, dont left me for dead, coz ill never die in vain, ill never ask for anything, but coming back to me will always be and always is….
Ive lost the reason to live and the reason to forgive myself for not making it right,
The haunting conscience on what more have I done or wishing I couldve done something more, will always be my reason to live and to die each and everyday of my life.
I love you that ive been perishing everyday to live and not to lose my mind. Dont get me wrong but im just too hooked up like unhooking the stars together with you…
Right now I cant even look myself in the mirror, thinking want went wrong… what went wrong…
Relatable.
Especially that ending.
Nice piece of writing, my friend.