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ha wonder fool

some dayz I wake up and wanna take a grenade to my face coz I hate my reflection, but only in a shallow way, like hez an ok dude and this feeling fadez like a phase like im just the moon chilling in space, in this head space I float through, just a doomed balloon consumed with, all the gloom and rage that inflatez it, infuriatez it and makez it wanna take two grenadez to these stupid facez, az if to prove whoz crazy, me or this mimicking glass fake, but then it fadez, phase over, and they turn the page to two twinz grinning, their mindz in a pleasant state az the spitting image of the crescent takez itz shape and spreadz all over their stupid facez, coz itz a brand new day, but thatz everyday like a cycle, recycling the same seven namez with each dayz new arrival and greeting each one with a smile like a fukn psycho, like maybe this new day might go a different way to the onez before it, thatz when both twinz ask if yesterdayz just today with itz expiry date in the past, or is today just a yesterday thatz late az fuk, but thatz just crazy and so they both laugh, but then phase two fadez too, just like they all do, bringing us to a half moon az our two main dudez try to confuse each other, hiding in the dark with maskz on, playing whoz who, getting a farce song and dance on like two farce, too furious, too farce for yall haha so I grab whatz true and hold it close, never letting it go, using light like a pseudo shadow to hide the side im too ashamed of or too afraid to show, and itz the same with my faux, keeping all the pain inside hidden in plain sight underneath this disguise that we keep on on the down low, then itz back to the start, phase one, never full, just two foolz that starve one other to stay halved, divided by glass az they wonder why the other one liez about being real, two competitive copy catz that copy the other back so fast and exact that itz just a race, if one winz then the other getz replaced, overlapped and the other getz to keep his stupid face haha

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  1. your style is a nice combination of word and spelling. you’ve got a unique voice. I read recently that english is too hard to learn because the spelling is so screwy. you bring it back down to its basics. your work also is kind of hard to read, which is good. it forces the reader to work a little, because you make the reader want to finish, and that’s not always easy to do.

    • ha thankz man, the way I used to spell stuff was way worse coz id write what I thought the actual soundz of the wordz should look like, but that got too much complaintz ha wryting stuff lyk this jus distractd people from wat I was tryna say az theyd ratha jus complayne haha

  2. I feel ya on the mirror part sometimes. Other than that this was a very interesting style and read. Props to ya!

  3. copy catz copy back to back, like a cat lookin’ back, at its back, in a scattered mirror crack. Your vision here is so dope!

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