You Left.

You said you weren’t leaving me. You said you would never hurt me. You told me you would keep all your promises. A month has gone by and I think I want you forever. I come over to see. I wouldn’t take that day back for anything. I felt like i was wanted for once. You made me feel happy. For once I thought it was my turn for a happy ending. Well, I got the ending part right. Not so much the happy part though. I left you. You broke my heart and through it away like it was nothing. All of the times that you said “I love you.” Did you really mean it? Looking back now. No, you didn’t. You didn’t mean a damn thing you said. You lied to me so many times and I didn’t even know it till the day I saw those messages. Not only did you put me in pain, but you put my self image in a place where it has never been. Do you not realize that actions hurt? Why? You made me feel like the luckiest girl ever to being a piece of trash that you can just throw it away. What if I was the one who did that to you? You would be broken. You told me that you wanted me to be your last. Well, I was your last girl to ever truly love you. I hope the next girl knows what she’s getting into cause I sure didn’t. No wonder you were single before we started talking. You play the game well, but one day. Someone else is going to play it better than you. Maybe one day you’ll understand the pain you put through all these girls. I doubt it, but just maybe. Just maybe you will. Please tell me what I did to deserve this? I would love to know what I did wrong. You got me sittin here thinking about the wrongs ive done. You tell me I didn’t do anything wrong, but clearly I had to have done something wrong to deserve this. You will never understand a heart break till someone like him comes around and take your heart and smash it to the ground like a beer bottle. After that beer bottle breaks. It’s in million of pieces. Just like my heart. You did me so wrong that I have trust issues now. I had trust issues before, but you made that sky rocket like no other. I don’t see that going down anytime soon. Tell me. Why would you cheat and then lie to me about it? You told me you would never ever cheat, but then I look to see you having some fun with another girl. You’re the reason why girls don’t like to date. You make it seem like dating is a horrible thing and it shouldn’t be. Should we talk about the last time when you left me? You left me for a damn girl who is a two face bitch. Then after that didnt work out, you came running back. Wow. Thanks for making me your second choice. Man, I wish I knew what I was getting into before I let you add me. If I knew what you did, I would have never aloud you on my social media. You come and go. All you wanted was sex. Now the only time I hear you is when you want a good time, when you need a smile, or a good laugh. I’m not someone you can pick up and drop whenever you want. I’m not a toy. You can’t just put me in the toy box when you get bored and move on to the next toy. A year has gone by without you. Man I was doing so so great, but then, You came back. I was so foolish for letting you back into my life. I shouldn’t have opened the door for you to come back into my heart, but damn. I guess I didn’t learn my lesson the first time right? I want to know what love feels like from someone. Ive never have had true love. You were the sweetest piece of candy I knew at the time. You made me feel like a queen. A few weeks went by. You started acting weird. I found out you didn’t want to be with me so you left. I was broken. I got sent to a special place. After I got out, you came back a few months later. I was so happy to have you back! I then realized you weren’t staying. Why did you have to leave?

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