I’m sorry, Dad

In my muddled memories

I see my Father’s face in my face

I don’t know why, or what was happening

But I see him, I see his eyes

I see his eyes

My best friend’s eyes

There is pain in his eyes

But I hear myself…

I hear myself say

“Fuck you bitch”

I don’t know why I said that

I don’t know what happened

It is a night I have lamented

It is a night that haunts me every night

That I might have disgraced myself

Not might, but did

Disgrace myself from the one person

The one person

The only person I love

I’m sorry Dad

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