Dear Ex Boyfriend

I’m sitting in this classroom and I feel your eyes on me

I don’t know if it’s just my superstition or if you’re really staring

I won’t lie I live for the drama

But I hate hurt others over this obsession

I know that someone is in love with me

The problem is he is part of your family

I know this is the second time I’m with him which I don’t normally do

But this time I’m not doing it out of spite towards you

You don’t know that we are back together

Or about all the I love you we sent to each other

We don’t want to risk our relationship by telling you

And mostly because he doesn’t want you calling me a whore again

You said you didn’t mean it, but even if you didn’t

You knew what people were saying about me and how it affected me

But you decide to call me the exact word they used

And I know you knew that I thought I was

But you both always told me I wasn’t and I never will be

But one of you don’t know what’s been happening lately

I just want to stop making people’s lives worse

And sometimes I thinking about leaving forever

And I know you won’t miss me but I know he will

You have plenty of “perfect girl” to choose from

And with me gone you’ll have one less girl’s heartbroken

But he doesn’t have girls lining up to make out with him

And he’s so understanding when I talk to people

And of course he gets jealous but he understands I get jealous too

Unlike you

So I wish you luck on your journey to finding you “perfect girl’

And P.s. I don’t you’ll find in in your freshman year of high school

Love, Your Ex

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