One day bored in class I looked up my name
It told me it means someone worthy of being loved
I stared at this sentence probably longer than I should
I don’t believe this is me.
It said my name means I’m beautiful, but I just don’t see it?
I don’t think I’m pretty and the same goes for everyone at school
I’ve never had a guy
Who stayed longer than three months
Because they got bored or finally had enough
I don’t believe this is me
They say everyone loves a person with this name
I don’t believe people say “you’re a whore” to people they love
They don’t talk behind their back and beat you to the ground
Making not feel safe coming back
I don’t believe this is me
I know I’m broken and I had trouble finding the light
And now I met a guy who says I’m all these things
I love him with all my heart because he helps get back up, so now….
I believe this is me
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