when your senses of self come after being born
for some its difficult to escape from feeling forlorn
we make a dream within the emptiness of our surroundings
and strive for it with all our breath and being
and when the dream has been accomplished thru much toil
a big sense of pride enters and settle
what now
as the thought grows we grow further from the sound
you fought with all
yet you made your call
so what else do I have to offer this ungrateful world
engineer?doctor?warrior?all these things make my mind whirl
there is too much to pay and do to just live life free
its almost not worth it for any dream
I cant escape from this forlorn feeling
today if you want something you got to throw a portion of life away
im living my dream with passion
yet my reality does not allow passion maybe its teaching me a long lesson
but I will not break
they don’t enjoy life yet live being fake
maybe ill just melt into the stillness again
end how I started with this feeling
only difference lies in knowledge and experience
knowing you did all you could with no repentance
stare off in the sun with the one you love
fade off knowing aint nothing to move
“today if you want something you got to throw a portion of life away”
sad yet true realization, nice penning 🌿