Oh Lonely

Oh lonely 

There is your dark embrace again

I’ve missed you

And I’ve missed the times when you were my Oxygen cuz no one would let up,

And allow me to breathe…

 

My whole life was snatched

But I can depend on you,

Oh, lonesome

With your deep dark hue…

How beautiful

A tragedy you are

 

How awful

To my delight

You keep me warm at night

When I try to silence my mind

From the insanity of what this life is…

 

Oh lonely my friend

Our love, hate feud

Will never end

We are long lost lovers in my head

And we’ll never lose

Cuz you choose to accompany me

Always lurking and waiting

For whatever it is I have to end

Your like a drug

Always coming back

Again and again

When the rest a’ me has checked out

 

You were waiting,

I knew you’d find me

And knock on the front gate

Of the walls of my heart

To proclaim your loyalty and devotion

When all else has left me stranded

You were the one I could count on…

 

And youre so jealous

You won’t allow anyone in for to long

Because its to you that I belong,

From the very beginning we merged into one

 

You were there to stroke my forehead

And shoo away the fear

I always felt you there

You always whispered in my ear

How often people would fail

And how much I would need you

 

I feel you

When I walk alone

And I count my footsteps

A thousand times,

As I stare into the deep forest

And envy its solitude

When I look at the big wide world

And ponder my place in it

 

I hear you

And your secrets in the wind

Telling me how I can win

If I only depend on myself

Even though I cry for help

So much that I bleed

Till I feel that I need

To be held by someone else

 

And I see you

In my reflection

When I look in my eyes

A part of you will always abide,

Even when I smile its a lie

When I laugh its a cry

Till that last part of me dies

That part that held hope

Of me not being so lonesome..

And

I taste you in my tears,

The salt confirming all my fears

All these years, always feeling your presence

Hovering around

Like a dark cloud…

 

Oh lonely dear,

Will your reign ever end 

My friend why not let me be?

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