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23:03 – 23:55 (hellopoetry .com fiasco)

.looks like i have myself a new toy, it’s not much, but i’m pretty sure i will have more fun with this any with any games console… PS1 dead-end… obviously this can’t beat the gramaphone, but we’ll see:

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‘inversion’ was removed
for ‘Inappropriate/Obscene’
19 minutes ago

‘inversion’ was removed for
‘Inappropriate/Obscene’
19 minutes ago

‘die engländer können nicht verkaufen
mich seine kuhscheiße’ was removed
for ‘Inappropriate/Obscene’
19 minutes ago

‘die engländer können nicht verkaufen
mich seine kuhscheiße’ was removed
for ‘Inappropriate/Obscene’
19 minutes ago

‘patty m: notre dame is burning’
was removed for ‘Harassment’
19 minutes ago

‘patty m: notre dame is burning’
was removed for ‘Harassment’
19 minutes ago

a smart meter, got one today…
“apparently” me staying up all
night to play “whittle hitler”
as w. h. auden said of all the people
who write at night
is a massive electricity drain…

tablet for the music,
laptop for the keyboard
and blank canvas…
and one lightbulb
(CFL)…
and that’s about it…
not to mention all the other devices
on stand-by
(prob. going to save a penny
if you take the advice and
unplug them)…

so… might as well…

captain’s log
(insert a snigger… i’m no
trekkie, right now
even star wars doesn’t
do my any favours…
as ever: a back to the future
hardcore fan…)

23:03
202w
cost per hour
£0.03

…………..

so that’s one glass-full
of glaciers
which lasts for about 2.5drinks…
so a refill interlude…
well… i’m about to find out…

(obviously all these devices
will be in use when i leave
and return to the room,
let’s see,
if i’m more of a drain…
that the fucking fridge

ooh… that almost wants me
to listen to some ambient
music)…

once upon a time drinking
the famous grouse
was a problem…
esp. with the pepsi…
the chocolate cut through too much…
now with the ginger ale
it’s not so bad…

pissing in the dark…
bullseye, almost every time…

see?
now you see it?
no comments allowed…
perfect timing to write out
an epic…
15th December…
what’s today’s date?
17th of april…
watch this space…
well… at least they didn’t
shadow ban me outright…
like wattpad.com did…
about the right time to
check on the smart meter
and its readings…
or a refill…

23:55
367w
cost per hour
£0.06

this was once the original,
working title:
getting a new toy (enforced haitus) –
great! now i’ll get to write
my epic poem! (i’ll be on poet freak .com)

now… perfect!

23:03 – 23:55…

if you’re wondering…
here: https://tinyurl.com/y4bndvvx,
or until the 15th of december…

i almost knew i was teasing
this sort of circumstance…
notably…
when there’s no trolling…
no negativity…
but no positive comments…
it’s all cool…
i don’t mind…
was i such a bastard
in the d.m.?
i must have been!
TRIGGER!

prance, prance, prance
i will,
with françois rabelais
copy of gargantua í
pantagruel
copy
of a book…

pity? no…
hate? no… i’m way beyond
the norm reaction…
a-pa-thy
apathy is s shield against
all other pathologies…
gesaffelstein
song?
hatred
“they” can suspend
me account,
but also not allow me
to block the “people”
responsible for leaving
a shy comment…
what?!
nazis weren’t mongols!
as i said…
this will grow into an epic
until 15th of december
comes around…
that’s what…
may, june, july, august,
sept. oct. nov.
almost 8 months of
suspension…

how sure am i,
that…
my electricity supply will
not be cut off?
not sure…
ha ha…
“soccer mums”…
so it’s o.k.
to treat the trans-sexual
the gay, the faggot,
the dyke like
some faberge egg…
but when it comes
to a schizophrenic?
well… open game…
yes…
that too…
when the tragedy hits
the canvas of a future…
see…
i like schizoids…
i don’t metaphorically
abuse them…

auditory
hallucinations can and are
are a bitch to confront,
when that pronoun: “i”
becomes a Q…
no worries…
i’ll just put on my
sunglasses…
and watch the flames
rise higher and higher…

because this is exactly
what this culture is worth…
the ignorant fuck-over
decorations… piece….

yeah…
and ginsberg was deemed
obscene once upon a time…
i can match the site’s
need to impose a hiatus…
what i can’t match on…
is…
why i can’t block
the people who instigated
this…
i want to block them:
but i can’t…
why do i believe in god?
i don’t think humanity
ever knew or will ever know
the potent extent of
exercising either actual law
of the gallows,
or jurisprudence.

at this point:
i wouldn’t trust
a man owning a pair of scissors…
let alone
a fucking thesaurus!

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