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I’m scared this time

Ignorance is bliss, that’s what they say isn’t it?

Perhaps, it’s time i start believing the ‘they’ knows their shit

But, to believe that makes it so much worse

Acceptance this time, this time it hurts

 

I always could pretend, pretend this was it

That this was the worst that i can get

Yet every turn i make, i can’t just forget

 

Every distraction that shielded me from the hurt

Every mechanism keeping me sane

Everything, everyone has gone away

 

And now, now what’s left to make me care

To make me feel safe, so i don’t have to sit here and contemplate

God i’m scared that i don’t know what to do this time

Because now, when  need it most, ignorance is escaping me

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  1. “Because now, when need it most, ignorance is escaping me”

    Distractions like drugs do wear out, great work.

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