my silent apologies

mom, please forgive
the heart I have towards you.
mom, I need advice
I know not what to do
when all I hold is anger
and all I speak is leads to danger.
mom, this is long past due
I must apologize to you.
oh the years of young,
they flew and I like to imagine
that I grew, and you were there
too. through and through
your love did add to who
it is that is me, I am free.
and I am sad to be,
more than you will ever be.
this wall built has me broken
and this heart has not yet
spoken true.
mom, please forgive
the heart I have towards you.
mom, I need advice
I know not what to do
mom, I love you.