Lying in bed
Thoughts whizzing inside in my head
Narratives of repetitive strides
The plot surfing up and down with the tides
Anxiety jitters me to stir
Depression follows repeats reoccur
Im naked, guilty ashamed
im impelled to numb the pain
The darkness controls my head
I lose the battle bound to my bed once again
Struggle to escape the ecstasy i chase
Fingertip shop, powerless to stop
Lusting to open the mysterious box
Discontent once again what i seek cant be shopped
Excitement and joy have abandoned me
Bitter at myself i didnt take care of the old me
it feels like home to immerse in misery
My gloom is deafening yet no one can hear me
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