Ever since the day you left and never looked back, i have never been the same. Who can blame me? When you left you didn’t just leave me mother less you took my childhood and happiness with you.
My own expectations killed me, let me down. I got my hopes up to high, that you would be the mother any little girl deservers, the type of mother to love, support and care for her kids.
You left without even looking back. You left like it was the easiest thing on earth. No second thoughts, no doubts, no regrets. You just packed your things and left. Yes, you stole my childhood but most importantly you stole my mother.
I look into your eyes that once belonged to my mother. If i look really hard i sometimes can see her, behind all the lies and the bribes.
No matter how much i cry, pray and beg she will never change her mind, she will never come back home, she will never be a mother to me again and she will never love, support or care for me in the way a mother should.
It’s been 8 years and i still don’t know how to move on and to accept the fact that she is never going to be a mother to me. A part of me still has hope. As long as i have hope that she will change the more i am going to get hurt.
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