Borderline Personality

My own little slice of hell
Baked from a custom recipe
Doubt, fear, hate
And just a dash of insecurity
Like a standing in a crowded room
But no one can see
I’m crying out in the middle of the night
And no body can hear me
I’m wandering dangerously close to the edge
And feel no hand to pull me back
Losing the protective hedge
Fixating on what I lack
Please don’t leave me
GO AWAY
I need you
I don’t care if you go or stay
Shaking hands throw a knife
That I pressed to my skin
Why did I do that?!
I promised never again
I lie awake and pray “help me”
This is my burden
This is my plea

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