I’m nothing perfect, uncertain, and nervous on how to meet a girl,
I act as if I have the answers, fact is, I’m more unsure.
How hard can It possibly be to find a girl that’s pure?
And give her my heart and tell her every night that she is my world.
I pretend I’m the type that’ll rarely fail,
Maybe my fate, with a girl is just a fairy tale.
I feel like my life is like a movie,
With so many alternate endings to choose you can barely tell.
So what do you do when you have a dream,
And what you dreamt isn’t everything that its meant to be?
Maybe, me without a girl is simply just my destiny,
And I can feel the love in me emptying
But I have faith in God, and if my fate alone is to be alone
that’s what I cherish, not embarrassed to be on my own
Cuz there’s times I feel there is no one for me,
but that’s only cause no one knows me.
So every time, I take a step forward,
I can’t help but to feel like I’m being cornered,
Like there’s no escape I feel like I’m choking on emotions,
Hopin’ God can give me something I can cope with.
Its so hard, trying to make the right choice
Sick of fate, pushing me to always try to fight points,
And I’m content on living life alone cause,
No one can fill my life like Christ anymore.
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