In this distant moment I set back to realize
the moment when I decided to reveal all of me to you
Did you embrace the moment
with that sad look upon your face
or Instead replace your doubt about me
with a fake imitation of who you want me to be ?
I wander about this crazy reverie with no words to greet my aching soul
and If you ever decide to realize we can’t be together you will wake up and know
It is not meant for us to hold hands and your kiss just a selfish plea for attention
you don’t love me just the ideal of what I am to you
abuse the inner wanting to be loved and appreciated
our friendship precious and nearly gone
because of that moment in which we both committed personal wrongs
and now will it ever be what it should
and will you ever know what you would have
can’t stop to take a breathe without feeling your lips pressed against mine
and someday the regret will greet us with time
but for now I’m stuck wondering these criminal thoughts inside my mind
why didn’t you ask me to be by your side