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Bedtime Pain: The Mental Image

This pain inside won’t leave me alone,
Staring at the ceiling,
Keep glancing at the phone,
Will she call or text too scared for the truth.
I’m extremely puzzled why I acted like such a fool,
So cold yet restless as I dream for better days.
Right now, it seems those days are in the midst of fade,
Now I try to walk again,
Is she really just a friend?
I only pretend…
As the night passes by I feel nothing but regret,
I wish we’d never met,
Is it true I wish for such beauty to be erased?
For my life is filled with sweet memories of her face,
Instead, I’m stuck with pain and sorrow,
Hoping for better days to follow,
Only wishing she would call and say she loves me,
Are these the words I long to hear?
My vision has become unclear.
As the tobacco runs smoothly through my lungs
The battle has just begun
Hard to act normal and challenging to act fake,
I just need my babigurl for heaven sake,
I’m nothing more than a winner at a losing game,
Memory flash,
Oh I feel the pain,
And all this because my feelings for you
I can’t be acting like this,
I was mistaken when I thought I was over you.
But love has some trippy roads
Will I ever let go?
No I cannot and will not give up,
I’m your shot glass please fill me up.
Let the liquid flow quickly through my body,
Another puff puff puff,
Now here’s when I get groggy,
My eyelids start to fall,
Wait I’ve saved the best for last
I’m addicted to your love
That’s all that’s left in my glass,
Can I control how I dream for the darkness to come
Suddenly my body is numb,
As I silently pray for her to find,
The path with me that I promised so divine
Sleep time…

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