you frustrate me
pushing all my red hot buttons
make my body tingle in ways I didn’t realize it should
make me taste my salty tears spending these days without you
you could have walked away more than once
but you chose to stay
put up with my irritations
all the things I do that cause you to be mad
see the beauty in me I never saw myself
torture me with your angry eyes
the way you always know how
make me wanna scream words at you
but somehow I love you
for all the hard moments
the soft moments count too
when i look in your eyes
i know i really love you
to put up with your bad choices
as you put up with mine
we are meant to be together
nothing stops us but this immensely slow time
I wanna hold your hand
through these cloudy seas ahead
wanna imagine the look of triumphant in your eye
after we have amazing sex in my bed
but most of all
one thing I know is true
I must love you too much
cause I ache inside
knowing your not here with me
I told myself I wasn’t gonna fall for you
along time ago
but we both know that i did
today the day we share together
will you keep holding my hand
through all this predicted stormy weather
keep making me cry myself to sleep
knowing you can’t be here
and wondering inside
if you love me true
if you don’t i always fear…
please don’t push me away the way you sometimes do
cause all I know is that babe
your the only one I wanna say I love you to..
