My mind is empty…
Just wandering…
Quietly
And curiously…
Through what seems nothing but is so difficult to get through.
I can see outside the window but… it looks empty out there too.
For no one is out…
The clouds are a gray hell…
And everything is stagnant.
Nothing… nothing is moving.
And the trees are in a quiet motion controlled by the force of such incredible transparencies of wind.
Venturing into the woods… I find no color…
I can see the leaves and trees but the greens aren’t really touching me.
It is getting darker and the sky… grayer
I don’t know how to fix this.
I try a small laugh but the sun doesn’t come out
It seems as if I’m fading out of Earth…
A poor, lost spirit trying to find its way home…
But it never will…
Well that’s how it seems…
Wishing that it would be a “happily ever after.â€
But… who really knows…
It’s getting darker and I feel trapped…
Maybe it’s the weather…
Maybe… it’s my mind…
For my mind is empty today… and full of new tomorrow.
