torn by two walls
inside this broken silent moment of reality
when will I find you with your sullen expression and your salty smile
with all that happiness in your eyes
I regret not loving you the way you want me too
and nothing but time the enemy now
its Not my choice or yours but theirs
ready to embrace the goodbye that flies from your lips like a song at a funeral
the end is a cold dead place
dark and alone with all my demons and lies to keep me warm
never saw this coming
it knocked me down and took my breath
knowing that your gone from me and this is the telling story for us
what is next in this moment
push me away if you must
but realize the hurt and pain I experience as you kill me inside
and you won’t waste a tear on my departure
all I can say
is I hope I can see you in a thousand tomorrows