Skip to content

Epic   Fantasy   Friend   Funny   Love   Main   Nature   Other   Sorrow

Goodbye self

I’ll explain to you the other side
of my other self
such a dark and lonely side
that sits upon a shelf
thats hidden away for no one to see
captivated so others won’t know of such pains
that were in store
or have been planned
all ignored
pretending that nothing was wrong
just be the least of all kid
with the least amount of problems
I saw nothing was wrong with that
cause no one could ever tell that
pain don’t fade me
loneliness don’t make me feel tossed away
depression don’t make me want to die in the night
jealously don’t make me feel any envy.

But its all just for pretend right……..
The broken reality *scuffs*
who gives a *beep* right.

Who needs to see how I’m feeling
I said How I was feeling many times before
but *beep* it was ignored
just tossed aside nothing more
hell it won’t be the first time
that my feelings of whats going on with me
is not considered by another
these tears bring me nothing
these feelings might be something
but hey who am I to care anymore.

Just left with wounds of the past
now the present
it wouldn’t surprise me
if I have em in my future.

People just watch and hear that I’m crying
but they will never see on the inside that I’m dying.

© Copyright Beloved Loveless August 2009

Share: