Lifes 2 Short 2 Be NORMAL

Whats normal any way why should everybody be the same why cant i be the one 2 stand out in a crowd and be diffrent I am tired of being normal i want 2 be crazy and free I want 2 live my life 2 the fullest y is ot that I am everybodys puppet life is the worset pain ever nobody should ever go through it but i always hear that its going 2 get better no matter what if u think about it its going 2 be along time till anything gets better because at the moment life sucks and its going 2 be a long time till it gets better any ways