love me for who I am, not what I become..

Look at me now.
Look what I’ve done.
We were good friends,
I could have said no!
But because of my selfishness,
I ruin the relationship we had.
What kind of whore am I?
Who have I become?
To do that to someone.
What is wrong with me? ! ! !
I don’t know what is going on with me…
But I’m changing,
Into someone I don’t want to be!
Why is everything screwing up? ? ?
Is it because of me?
Because I’m some kind of bad person?
I’m sorry I’m like this.
I never wanted to be…
Please forgive me.
Love me for who I am, not what I become…