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my darling has never been my darling

you said you wanted an honest girl
and you said you wanted me
you said you weren’t ready
to date
anyone
i find out after you said
all those things to me
all the loving words
all the secrets
that you started dating another girl
what happened to you saying
“i love you”
to me
i know we weren’t technically “dating”
but you said you weren’t ready
you said you loved me
how could you
just run off
with
her?
she got you deeper into your problem
what happened to you
you use to be sweet
and honest
caring
thoughtful
funny
i thought we could at least be friends
but no
since she came along
you have been drinking more
and more
and you started
MAJOR drugs
what happened to you?
i miss the old you
now your so
so
distant
and ugly
your so
dirty
and filthy
and when i tried talking to you
about this all
all the words i got out
before you interrupted
was
“i think drugs and alcohol have..”
and you started calling me
names
just like
the one I’ve been called
my whole life
and you knew it
the hurtful things you said
how could you
you said
i was ruing your life
you said how could i have ever liked you
and the list goes on
and on
and on
you said
“i dont ever want to even hear you again”
you told me that
but they were followed
by even more hurtful words
“and i will never love you and i never have”
how could you have said that
that night was terrible
how could you
we use to be so close
so together
and you know what
you can pin it all on the drugs
you can pin it all on her
you can pin it all on me
but do you know whos to blame here?
YOU!!

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