I stand alone in a mirror
all i feel is rejection and fear
so misshapen
the walls wont stop shaking
stuck in a world with no control
my mind stuck on patrol
nothing is mine
besides my mind
yet its not far behind
the battle begins
and my mind slowly wins
wispers from deep within
tell me lies
I believe it opens my eyes
the lies become my truth
I go blind to what is real
becoming so unhappy
whith who I am
beg for it not to be
I work day and night
to become the picture from within
fear and dissapointment
rises in the eyes around me
the same as I see
when I see me
the wispers becoming screams
all I hear are the lies
no one questions why
I sigh
weak and alone
I sleep
weeks go by
I slowly waste away
I know the pain i cause
but the screams louder and faster
so I skip another day
no energy no will
still no satisfaction
the screaming lies become my lies
they say please, please
I consider
yet my mind over rides
you’ll be fine
just lie
so begins the hiding
so begins the lies
Never Ending Battle
