Nilanjana
Do you hear me
The crowd I cross
The crown I boost
Was that my victory
I don’t know
From where I got that power
To cross
To smash those innocent Armour of unknown horse
Still, I have no idea of time and space
I have no idea of war and peace
My abandoned me
Laughing
Where I hide myself
What I need, where it is
It was only waste
Can one conquer over others
Yet, I haven’t over me
It was better to kill my self
As I am still absconding
I didn’t know why my surrogates crying
When I was coming with victory
Nilanjana
I am beside you
To conquer over me
The roots of this banyan touch you
I am under that tree
Give me that strength to face with me
I want to know myself
That’s what I can see.
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Nilanjana:
the name of the river beside which Gautama got Enlightenment
(c) raju baruah 2010
