i’ve felt so alone
in my life what have i shown
i’ve run
been knocked around and spun
done nothing but bite my tounge
again what have i shown
i deserve to be alone
i held on to these thoughts
it’s been like running over rocks
all the pain i flet
but i refuse any help
i was the one slammed about
i’ll find my way out
fear in my stomach
i don’t want to second guess it
i want it to stop
but then it would feel like i forgot
i guess its time to sit and talk
maybe even take a walk
i just need tbe freed
but in another i must believe
to not do it myself
to ask for help
i’ve chained myself
so no pain i felt
i wanted to breathe
and now i’m close to defeat
no sleep
and nothing to eat
you get back on track
just clean up your act
don’t allow yourself any slack
on my knees
don’t make me do this please
but the help really need
i open my mouth and can not speak
just help me please
i used to do this with ease
whats wrong with me
why can’t i believe
why can’t i let this be
just please help me
Please
