Cast aside into the abyss, desperately reaching for what I saw.
When anger would cease to exist, the frozen heart to thaw.
Calling out for you, expressions of heart so deep.
Realizing it wasn’t true, the look in your eyes so sweet.
You would have grabbed my hand and never let go.
Had you felt the same, you would have let me know.
Through my cries, you would have hushed my lips,
With loving eyes and a silent kiss.
You read me with mocking laughter.
I became your joke, there after.
You never would….
You never could….
It’s just not possible.
Not even plausible.
Your afterwords, they reach my ears.
While face-to-face you play sincere.
And so…I pull back, never to reach out again.
Never to return to where I once had been
