I feel this pain so deep inside,
I feel its tearing me open wide,
I cannot eat I cannot breath,
How long before I could sleep,
It makes me think it makes me ponder,
I drift away as if I wonder,
A place and time
I pray to god to ease my pain,
never my wish its all in vain,
am I to suffer all my life,
or should I ended with his knife,
man or god please help me now,
I cannot live crawling down,
where are you death
I have no voice for none can see,
desperate cries you’ll only scream,
make it painful make me bleed,
hurt me more so I can believe,
I’m dying
take me evil take me now,
I give you my soul that I vow,
It must be great to go to hell
for I will suffer through all of jail
no pain is greater than that of the heart
so brutal of god to put there
