Authorz: chicki

here i am again sitting where i was when all this first began not much longer it will all be over i’m sitting here and…

I need a longer day To say what I need to say I’m ready to speak Even if you don’t listen to me My mind…

thoughts run through my mind and make me just want to cry i want to scream i’m sorry and if you ask me, i’ll tell…

why should i change who i am when you treat me like you don’t give a damn you always told me its doesn’t matter what…

the letter is now signed when mom leaves i’ll be left behind i have to stay away from her otherwise she’ll wind up hurt nana…

I stand alone in a mirror all i feel is rejection and fear so misshapen the walls wont stop shaking stuck in a world with…

my baby brother found the super-glue i sit and watch, what would he do he picked up the tube and sticks it to his shoe…

i say no they asume they know did u know then if u dont’ know where i’ev been how can u be so sure is…

a part of me i have lost sits alone in a box trapped from the outside world memories i have stored i do have days…

why does it seem my efforts are wasted and my temper continuously tested if in this life i stand on top why is these lessons…

I’m not the same As people my own age I wanna push everyone away I don’t want anyone to stay It just adds to the…

i love you more and more every time i hear your voice being so far away makes my heart ache i want to be in…

a day to myself maybe it could actually help no calls no emails volume up so i can hear no one else my mind is…

Sending a message to you Guess your wondering who Close your eyes a And see to your surprise The wonders that hide Just beneath the…

where does time go when you get caught in hope just open my book to get an inside look i nearly gave up thougt that…

far, far in my mind these memories, they fight push through push through but those to listen have no clue funny how little things can…

so many years forbidend to to show any tears and he said to write about doubt that its ok not to have everything figured out…

the hour is finally late and i’m ready to finish this page i need to get a message out sit down and i’ll tell you…

i’ve felt so alone in my life what have i shown i’ve run been knocked around and spun done nothing but bite my tounge again…

here I am in a storm I stand no where for cover, no shelter what happens if I give in to the wind will it…