My heart hurts
it feels heavy
if I was a cat with nine lives
or a gamer with nine hearts
I would probably
be all used up for one person in my life
pushed to the edge many times fought back
to keep my ground
when things got hard
or didn’t make sense
I still kept with it
cause when you love someone
so much you try to make it work
you try to hope to
understand how that persons feeling
and try to put yourself in their shoes
if they don’t like something that you do
but no they think nothing is wrong
they think its normal
they think its fine
when ever they *beep* cross the line
Man is it fun to mess with your girlfriends heart?
Is it something that thrills you?
Is this love even real to you?
You make me question things
You make my mind wonder why?
I mean what the hell did I ever do?
I never think I wronged you since the beginning
Boy I hold back on half the things I can do to you
I can settle the score and get even
but then that would make me worse then you.
*cries*
Really what did I ever do to you?
Does anything I say or how I feel even get to you?
Makes you wonder how I can take all this from you?
Here’s my answer………
It’s cause I love you…………………..
© Copyright Beloved Loveless September 2009
