Visions of your sweet smile
your eyes seared in my head
my ears echo your laugh
to hurt to live, no desire to be dead.
I’m rotting away, of trying I tire.
No desires… no desire.
Shattered flawed pieces of me
ponder thoughts of insanity.
Homicide and suicide. . .
so distraught – I am petrified.
Thoughts of you, with another
made me want to kill!
But realizing you do not love me
made me lose my will.
