Every time I start to cry
I choke away the tears
for fear a dam may open up
thats held firm all these years
So many tears remain unshed
from chapters in my life
called forth by joy and sadness
by pain and bitter strife
One day I know I will let go
and it will all come out
and better i will be for it
of that I have no doubt
So if you see me shed a tear
please hold me while I weep
for chances are the tears will fall
til I cry myself to sleep.