You asked me why I liked sleeping with you,
I told you it was because I felt secure.
That’s not really the reason..
I like sleeping with you,
Because when someone yells at me,
I know you’ll somehow calm me down.
Your ‘aura’ tells me to stay calm,
Or I’d be hurting you,
And I don’t want to hurt you.
I like sleeping with you,
Because I do feel safe and secure.
Not only that,
I feel completely protected.
When you’re locked around me and your head is lying on my chest,
I feel like I should be here, ya know?
I like sleeping with you,
Because every time,
There is a feeling in the pit of my stomach,
That is telling me that I’m supposed to be here.
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I know you’re trying to help me and all,
But somethings.. I just gotta deal with on my own.
I’m so fucking glad that you wanna help me out,
But I’m used to different ways of calming down.
If you see that I bite my lip,
Or picking at my lip,
Or digging my nails into my skin,
I’m trying to calm myself down.
Honestly,
I’ve always wanted you to be more demanding,
And make me tell you what was bothering me,
But you don’t and I don’t then I shut down,
Then you make me smile,
And everything is then alright,
But deep inside..
I know you really want to know,
So..
How come you’re not demanding?
