I’ve been depressed for quite some while,
Life- I ain’t living that same ole’ style,
Hardly any time I’ll crack a smile,
Lucky if you see that,
Done with people, too whack,
Worried about money, but it’s more to life than a stack,
I fall on my back, too much confidence I lack.
Went from looking “like a snack” to smuggling like a rat,
I feel nothing, my heart is numb,
Give up on love as quick as gesture with your finger and a thumb,
Moving down south getting away from the slum,
No matter where I go, it’ll follow me,
No matter where I go it’ll follow me,
I’m an old lonely soul with no backbone,
Try to be oriented but deep down I’m alone,
A slave while depression is my owner,
My friends are dead,
My life, I dread.
A wife? I’ve stead,
I’ll never wed,
I don’t trust a soul,
The amount of significance people hold in my life
Is the size of a mole.
I wanna die but then I wanna grow old,
Why am I so young, but experience in my soul,
I’m wise but I still demise my life,
I’m making money but I still live trif
Hardly suicidal but I’ll still grab a knife,
Wanna die but I still wanna thrive,
Hardly crack a grin, hardly crack a smile,
My name’s Breanna,
And I’ve been depressed for quite a….