Empty

Maybe I’m just dark but I believe in God. I have two children have to set an example. I try so hard to fight my demons, they just seem to get the best of me. My partner been down for me since 2014. He is getting fed up because he tries to bring me around positive people. I just cant tap into the woman I can. How do I fight it but I just drink my pain away. I stay prayed up I believe in him more than I believe in myself. I questioned my existence though. I hate my personality, I hate my demeanor, I feel like I have depression but no one believes it though.

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