My Lord

my lord,
he broke me
now I am more broken than I was before

when I close my eyes
i see him with her
i see their texts fill with love emoji
and holding hands

my lord,
he broke me
now I am hanging by a thread.

i try to imagine myself without him
but he was my home
how can i just let go of something that meant the world to me?

my lord,
he broke me again
now all my pieces are shattered across the floor

i fought for him
more than i have ever fought for anyone let alone myself
i fought his demons and mine

my lord,
he broke me, willingly
now I don’t who i am

i don’t know how i can survive this
i don’t know how i can surpass this
i don’t know how i can be me again.

my dear lord,
he broke me for no reason
now all i can do is hide in my wardrobe

questioning
if it was my fault
if my temper drove him away
if my actions and my feelings weren’t enough
if my body wasn’t enough
if i wasn’t enough.

My Lord God,
He Broke Me With No Remorse
Now How Can I Fight.

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