Sitting in an empty room drowning out the demons in my mind
Don’t fall for the delusion that they care because you are kind
The same dream taunts me night after night
Dark room clanking chains whispers telling me not to fight
Paralyzed by the anxiety running through my veins
Lost in that one dirty ceiling pane
Reminding myself there is still joy in my heart
Beating it out of me became your art
The tears that fell from my eyes was the fuel of your life
Smile and move forward as I become hollow inside
Depression grips me like a vine to a tree
Calming darkness of sleep was my only peace
The day I lost my dad was the day I lost hope
That anyone could love me nothing more than ghost
Yet another foster home again she is yelling at me
Enough of this life of pain all I wish is to be free
Reunite me with my father so once more I can feel his love
This bottle and tea let the demons win as I look above
Still I wake up restrained to keep me from pulling my iv’s
In the doorway of my room I seen my dad let me go he needs me
Learning to stand and hide the pain was the hardest feat
By my mothers views I was just a piece of meat
Every night these thoughts creep into my mind a prison with no escape
At times I feel as though I may break
I beg of you just hear me see me for what I am
Broken forgotten I fade to the shadows to build myself again
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