“The bigger picture”

You’ve torn away everything my hopes and my voice, the only thing I have left now is this deep hollow void.
Before you I had an idea of who I wanted to be, now because of mental abuse I feel nothing could ever be me.
The stress of it all shows on my face and my body hurts so bad, all of this pain and yet your still the one I wish that I really had.
You don’t love me so please don’t say it anymore, it’s been two years since you turned the key and shut that door.
You dress me up and fix me the way you think I should be, always pointing out my failures and turning even my own mind on me.
I’m no longer myself and I have you to thank for that, every part of myself is now all faded to black.
You tear me down constantly and then irate you are, when I can’t stand to touch you because of this whole you left inside my heart.
I was already insercure doubting my self worth and afraid, you came along and fed my flaws now to my mind I’ll always be a slave.
You were playing while parading in your own masquerade, because I believed you now I’ve
been led astray.
So thanks for the invite this game was never fun, I just wish I would have listened when everyone said too run.

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